Here I go, thinking 'bout all the things I could've done

I'm gonna need a forklift, cause all the baggage weighs a ton

It Did..

I Saw This Coming But I Dont Know Why

I Let You In..

Are Couples Attracted To Their Similarities..

Or Are They Attracted By Their Differences..

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Everywhere I go

everyone i meet

Every time I try to fall in love

They all want to know why I'm so broken?

Why am I so cold?

Why I'm so hard inside?

Why am I scared?

What am I afraid of?

I don't even know

This story's never had an end

I've been waiting

I've been searching

I've been hoping

I've been dreaming you would come back

But I know the ending of this story

You're never coming back

Never..

I feel so weird

from the things I see

till the things I experience

I feel like a loser

eveything around me makes me lost in contemplation

nothing seems right though it is

I feel left out

only to let me know that I've a problem

every little thing seems to bother me

aggravation never left me

What a bad way to start off the new year

What more can I say..

The screwed up night with pals

And the screwed up feelings

I swear its a torture
Its fucking unbearable

So much to say
But dont wish to say it out

And I will forever be tied to this cell

My answer is..

My Head

Sometimes it's so crazy

That nothing can save me,

But it's the only thing that I have

Every Night..

Is it strong enough

Or dreams took the better side of me

And probably with a Drumset..

Its the only way to release my emotions I guess..

I like to sit alone in a very dark corner..

Doing nothing but thinking..

It can be relaxing..

But I hardly do it..

My Mum says I'm a Happy-Go-Lucky person

Well, I guess I'm a 'Depressed'-Go-Lucky person

How long must you wait for it..

How long must you pay for it..