Melodramatic Neurotic

2009-08-07T22:45:00.003+08:00

She Was Swift..

So Swift, So Easy

In Erasing The Memory That Was Hard-Earned Together

But not the ones she was told to..

2009-08-07T00:48:00.004+08:00

Failure..

to care

to love

to provide

and most of all to redeem oneself

2009-07-12T23:38:00.001+08:00

Give Me.. Give Me..

The POWER To Move On..

2008-11-28T00:41:00.002+08:00

2008-11-28T00:28:00.004+08:00

You Regret You Made Me

It's Too Late To Save Me

2008-11-22T11:18:00.000+08:00

I Can’t Explain What You Can’t Explain

2008-10-28T23:39:00.002+08:00

And all the roads that lead you there were Winding

And all the lights that light the way are Blinding

2008-10-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

2008-10-02T14:39:00.002+08:00

Back into what I thought I knew,

these words inside me, tell me what to do

2008-10-02T14:16:00.002+08:00

All these things that I've done

Now what have I become
..
And Where I'd Go Wrong

2008-09-16T23:47:00.001+08:00

I Am Holding On To Something

And I Do Not Know Why I Tried

2008-09-09T18:30:00.001+08:00

And pieces of memories fall to the ground

2008-08-27T03:02:00.001+08:00

2008-08-22T23:48:00.003+08:00

暴雨洒向寂寞汉子人缓步瑟缩冷风里面

内心中的苦楚刺痛更使我倦

梦已失去没甚意思从前或不懂爱的意义

这个深夜里难明白甚么是情错对或是缘

2008-08-21T00:01:00.003+08:00

这刻一颗心已消失方向

失落里爱意未忘

2008-08-19T23:45:00.003+08:00

你可知这心梦仍是一样

只是你已远去流浪 不知方向

2008-08-12T02:46:00.000+08:00

2008-08-09T00:49:00.002+08:00

2008-08-06T02:57:00.002+08:00

This Can't Last Forever

Time Won't Make Things Better

I feel so alone

Can't help myself

And no one knows

If this is worthless

Tell me

2008-08-05T03:07:00.002+08:00

2008-08-05T02:19:00.003+08:00

Anyone Can Catch Your Eyes

But It Takes Someone Special To Catch Your Heart

2008-07-23T00:00:00.003+08:00

I Get Emotional

When I See Pretty Girls

2008-07-16T01:15:00.001+08:00

CONFUSION LEFT YOU

HANGING BY A THREAD

2008-07-16T00:55:00.002+08:00

And We're Lying To Ourselves

2008-07-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

2008-07-09T00:23:00.004+08:00

Why Do People Keep Track The No. Of Days They Are With Their SO

To Break Their Previous Record?

Or They Are Trying Hard To Hold On?

2008-07-07T03:07:00.001+08:00

2008-07-07T02:54:00.002+08:00

Settle For The One You Can Live With

Or Settle For The One You Cant Live Without?

2008-07-03T00:26:00.001+08:00

If it were supposed to feel good

They wouldn't call it a CRUSH

2008-06-30T21:49:00.001+08:00

2008-06-28T02:49:00.001+08:00

2008-06-26T00:49:00.001+08:00

Could we like walk back to meet?

2008-06-25T00:26:00.003+08:00

I Love To Exchange Stares

With Girls Who Are Attractive To Me In The Public

2008-04-21T01:18:00.002+08:00

THIS WEBPAGE IS DOWN

AND IS NOT GOING UNDER MAINTENACE FOR A LONG WHILE UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE

2008-04-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

When We Cling Our Love Is Strong

When You Go You're Gone Forever

you string along

you string along..

2008-04-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

Emo March?!

I Dont Have Anything Against Emo

But Emo Girls Are Fine, Not The Guys

Punks look so much better..

2008-04-03T23:45:00.001+08:00

If Love Isn't A Game

Then Why Are There So Many Players

2008-03-30T02:57:00.001+08:00

2008-03-28T23:16:00.001+08:00

I can’t explain myself at all

2008-03-27T19:17:00.001+08:00

I'm not the ones meant to be followed

For that's enough to argue

2008-03-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

2008-02-29T01:40:00.000+08:00

2008-02-26T22:38:00.002+08:00

I dreamt of playing the bass guitar..

Which is my 2nd favourite musical instrument

2008-02-24T14:39:00.001+08:00

I thought it was over

Aw, that's just great

2008-02-14T23:57:00.003+08:00

The Love Song Dedicated To You 3 Years Ago On This Very Date

Wasnt Me

You Were Excited

But It Was A Prank

And Was Glad You Found Out

2008-02-14T23:49:00.004+08:00

The Homemade Chocolates You Gave Me 4 Years Ago On This Very Date

I Never Ate It
I Wonder Why

2008-02-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

I Needed You In My Dreams

Because Everything Is Perfect..

But I fear the reality

2008-02-13T00:22:00.001+08:00

From the Anonymous Commenter..

My answer: Things are always beyond control..

2008-02-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

It was hardly successful

Because I secretly cursed in my heart that I do not want it to happen..

2008-02-10T11:22:00.000+08:00

Into The Limelight

Or Staying In Obscurity

Our mindset are different

2008-02-09T01:20:00.000+08:00

For a moment I thought playing guitar is cool

Cool as in he's playing it

In his style

Btw he's Ricky Sans

2008-02-08T00:49:00.000+08:00

And Now There's Nothing I Can Do

2008-02-03T02:59:00.000+08:00

She's my biggest mistake.

I never knew about her.

2008-02-03T02:38:00.000+08:00

Cause you know it's over

Before it begins

2008-02-03T02:18:00.000+08:00

To me is love & sex

2008-01-24T01:15:00.000+08:00

Here I go, thinking 'bout all the things I could've done

I'm gonna need a forklift, cause all the baggage weighs a ton

2008-01-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

It Did..

2008-01-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

2008-01-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

I Saw This Coming But I Dont Know Why

I Let You In..

2008-01-19T01:51:00.001+08:00

Are Couples Attracted To Their Similarities..

Or Are They Attracted By Their Differences..

2008-01-19T01:39:00.000+08:00

2008-01-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

2008-01-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

Everywhere I go

everyone i meet

Every time I try to fall in love

They all want to know why I'm so broken?

Why am I so cold?

Why I'm so hard inside?

Why am I scared?

What am I afraid of?

I don't even know

This story's never had an end

I've been waiting

I've been searching

I've been hoping

I've been dreaming you would come back

But I know the ending of this story

You're never coming back

Never..

2008-01-05T02:07:00.000+08:00

I feel so weird

from the things I see

till the things I experience

I feel like a loser

eveything around me makes me lost in contemplation

nothing seems right though it is

I feel left out

only to let me know that I've a problem

every little thing seems to bother me

aggravation never left me

2008-01-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

What a bad way to start off the new year

What more can I say..

The screwed up night with pals

And the screwed up feelings

2007-12-31T03:34:00.000+08:00

I swear its a torture
Its fucking unbearable

So much to say
But dont wish to say it out

And I will forever be tied to this cell

2007-12-30T03:46:00.000+08:00

My answer is..

My Head

2007-12-26T15:19:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it's so crazy

That nothing can save me,

But it's the only thing that I have

2007-12-26T15:11:00.000+08:00

Every Night..

2007-12-26T12:38:00.000+08:00

Is it strong enough

Or dreams took the better side of me

2007-12-25T04:42:00.001+08:00

2007-12-23T04:41:00.000+08:00

And probably with a Drumset..

Its the only way to release my emotions I guess..

2007-12-23T04:36:00.000+08:00

I like to sit alone in a very dark corner..

Doing nothing but thinking..

It can be relaxing..

But I hardly do it..

2007-12-23T04:11:00.000+08:00

My Mum says I'm a Happy-Go-Lucky person

Well, I guess I'm a 'Depressed'-Go-Lucky person

2007-12-23T03:40:00.000+08:00

How long must you wait for it..

How long must you pay for it..

2007-12-08T10:48:00.000+08:00

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you

But I want it and I need it

I'm addicted to you

2007-12-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

I'm forever aimless..

Guide me..

2007-12-01T01:25:00.001+08:00

2007-12-01T01:24:00.001+08:00

2007-12-01T01:19:00.000+08:00

This Time In Silence

This Time I Win

2007-11-25T10:27:00.000+08:00

So I try to hold on

On to a time when nothing mattered

2007-11-21T00:29:00.000+08:00

And I wrote this letter in my head

Cause so many things were left unsaid

2007-11-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

I close my eyes

I try to sleep I can't forget you

2007-11-19T01:02:00.000+08:00

2007-11-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

An old pal told me that I actually said that the fauxhawk of Beckham is ugly

And asking me why I contradict myself by cutting that hairstlye

I cant remember saying that

It was funny because I cant believe if I actually said that

2007-11-17T00:58:00.000+08:00

My Brother Thought That I Wanted To Look Like Billie Joe

But The Fact Is

I Wanted To Look Like Tre Cool

2007-11-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

My Mum dreamt that i brought home a sexy and shapely girlfriend for her to see

I was excited and whether she can give me more details

She told me that she cant see her face!

2007-11-10T00:07:00.000+08:00

Brothers Of Destruction..

(Conversed in chinese)

My Brother: Stress ar! Mummy, do u have any stress?!
Mummy: I alr vv stressful. Dont give me stress la!
&
Me: Life is hopeless, do u have any hope?!
Mummy: Eh pls la, i look at you, i feel so demoralised and hopeless. Go away!

We always disturb and ask our mother in a jokingly manner.
But I guess thats what we both feel always..

2007-11-03T02:22:00.000+08:00

worst depression ever
what more can I say

2007-10-29T03:19:00.000+08:00

Are you one?

you slit your wrist?

a lot of crying?

self-harm?

suiciding?

get into depressing music?

do drugs?

boys wearing girls trousers & tight tops?

gay or bi-sexual?

Watch: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6Dmg_4ZA2Y

Its funny!

2007-10-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

I Force MySelf To Admire Other Girls

Not To Forget You

But To Stop Me From Thinking Of You Always

2007-10-24T16:16:00.000+08:00

I Dreamt Of You Twice In A Night Last Week

Both Of Them Proving My Love To You

PS: Its like finally I dream of you

2007-10-22T03:42:00.000+08:00

It Hit Me So Hard

When I Asked My Friend To Get Her Name

I Dont Really Bother About Her Contacts

I Know I Wasnt There

But Its At The Last Moment With My Only Chance

Which I Couldnt Help It

She Didnt Give Me A Chance

Not Even Her Name

2007-10-22T03:34:00.000+08:00

I Drank A Lot Over The Weekend At The Bar & Club

To Temporarily Clear Several Doubts And Misery

It didnt work

2007-10-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

I'm Attracted To The Bartender

Only At The Last Day Of My Work
At The Last Moment
I wish I would at least get her name..

2007-10-19T14:05:00.001+08:00

2007-10-17T01:26:00.000+08:00

2007-10-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

Thanks People, Really Thanks A Lot

For Celebrating My Birthday..

And All Of Your Wonderful Gifts As Well..

2007-10-08T01:58:00.000+08:00

Though We Are So Different

At Least..

There Is 1 Thing We Shared In Common

And I Hope So..

2007-10-08T01:50:00.000+08:00

Its One On My Little Idiosyncrasies

To Admire U When U Arent Noticing

It will be a secret always becoz I guess I'm never ready..